Wednesday, November 26, 2014

Missing Him on the Special Days

Alphonse de Lamartine 1790-1869

"Sometimes only one person is missing, and the whole world seems depopulated"

MISSING HIM ON THE SPECIAL DAYS

Memorial day was special for him

As he read the paper, the front page news

His smiling picture on the wing of his plane

Brought him to tears about how much time he used

Three weeks later he was gone

Peacefully he passed away

For weeks thereafter folks gathered around

Expressing kindness in the words they'd say

Easter brought memories about how he cherished

Watching the kids dart around our big front yard

Gathering colorful Easter eggs

His joy swelled in his festive heart

On the fourth of July he always mused

About how baby Ryan slept through the colorful show

As fireworks burst loudly in the sky

He made me tape them so later Ryan would know

In August came that special day

Remembering how he held my hand so tight

He wasn't a bit ashamed to cry

As our precious son arrived so healthy and bright

Together we were always on some new mission

I remembered fondly on Labor day

With trailer in tow and horses prepped and groomed

We were usually heading to some horse show far away

The niece and nephews and Ryan of course

Were always a big part of our planned adventures

I had 33 years with Bob by my side

Yes, He was missed dearly this past September

We together always enjoyed Halloween

The kids chose their costumes and grabbed their sacks

Walking door to door we may well have been kids

We had our share of good times and that's a fact!

Now here comes Thanksgiving and he is not here

He always loved a bountiful feast

Though I'm surrounded by loved ones, Bob is still gone

The emptiness strangles me, to say the least

And I look ahead to Christmas coming fast

It will be six months to the day

More holidays will come, this isn't the last

But all the firsts without him are so hard to take

Birthdays and anniversaries

Even ordinary days have something to say

When the memories crop up, sure I smile

But sadness soon follows, it's another lonely day





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